James.. i sat alone all day on your 18th thinking,,i should of got you up today....and took you for a bar lunch and bought your first drink....i would of given anything to have had that day with you...chatting eating and having a giggle..talking about what you would be doing with your friends and maybe a nice lass that you love..instead i can only sit here and imagine your life.All those important things we will never share...i miss you so much son..love you snuggs..xxx