boy son its 15yrs now and still at times it was a heartbeat ago, how can i ever stop missing you? not that i ever would, i know your dad is there with you snuggs and will take good are of you till i join you both, sometimes i wish it would be soon, but once jan and jamie are all grown up then i can be with you james and hold you on my arms again, i love you son sleep well my angel xxx mum