My lovely wee boy. i could not bring myself to come in here on the 24th as you would of been 16yrs old, and that's a hard one for me son.. i ache inside and cant even say to people that its 16yrs i can type it but not say the words.i miss you so much james. but i know you are in your dads arms and that you both will be waiting for me. god willing, i love you snuggs, night night my precious son xxx mum,